Disappear

I want to disappear

and never come again

my troubles are enough

no sun and full of rain

I feel I have no place

in this terrible world

my mind is very weak

my body is very old

I know there is no hope

no light in my dark life

all people I have met

they hit me with a knife

My daily life is dull

and I don't have no joy

like that I used to have

back when I was a boy

The news are very bad

war, poverty, famine

the problems of the world

will soon become so mine

My fire has gone away

my courage is not enough

I have to ask for help

to fix my goddamn life

A miracle I await

something to wake me up

forever I am gone

I feel I've lost the map

I want to disappear

before the sun is set

I'm tired so many years

to fight with all this shit

- Azargled